I quit my day job earlier this year to start my own business. I’ve been broke and miserable ever since. I really thought things would be booming, I would get paid what I’m supposed to for my services and life would be great. Freedom to make your own schedule, enjoy your family and friends etc..
NOPE. This is harder than expected, not only that it is a lot of work and I can’t stand working hard for no reason or for free. If I knew I had to work so hard I would’ve dealt with the nonsense at my day job.
I thought I loved what I did but now I resent it. I have no kind of enthusiasm to bother with this, not like when I first started. Especially since I have to work so hard for it to be where I want it to be for my life. As soon as I think I have one thing under control some more random events, to irritate me come up.
Now, there is no turning back and I hate putting effort into this with no results. I have no patience to wait for things to grow.. and I’m tired of hearing that.. Things need to happen now. Of course that’s way too much to ask for. Why? I simply do not know.
I regret this decision deeply and refuse to get another day job to be even more miserable. I’m stuck with this crap now. Once I think I have another grand idea that (in my mind) will increase income..as soon as the idea is implemented– FAIL. Why try then?? Has anyone else ever felt this way?